Monday. So many Mondays in my past I would re-write my life’s goals or search for them – in a coffee shop somewhere. Not the most financially rewarding of activities.

Now, I face a race to join the dots on all I have been writing and competence that has been ‘slowly’ growing across a number of areas.

And in the WAR ROOM I have created, with its walls covered in Mind Maps, I have wrestled with how to link and develop the characters, the music, the stories, the identities and MY IDENTITY in this never-ending journey of trying to find self.


The biggest hurdle has been, in my eyes, to put the pipes in place, the delivery channel that has integrity and builds step by step on everything I do, over time. Now I have found that…

I still find some of the technical elements difficult and slow me down but solutions will come. I still try to do too many jobs and find I don’t finish things before distraction takes me to the next creation.

And everyone can release tracks, albums, books, and they do. Well not quite everyone but 20,000 new Spotify playlists a week an 75,000 new tracks a week on that channel says some folks are active.


But A BREAKTHROUGH HAS COME in a story concept of EPIC proportions, a start in 1945 (although it’s roots are over 2,000 years old) to an end, mountain top point in 2025 (at the moment). A concept and through line the great, late Stan Lee would chuckle at I suspect. A sage of potential STAR WARS or AVENGERS complexity and potential.

So I write, and race, to get foundations in place and Christmas is coming and – again – I may miss Christmas!!! But, I am excited and I wager you will be intrigued, involved and laugh with the saga in years to come. I laughed out loud on Friday when a scenario unfolded and one character is lying on their back looking at the sky musing after an explosion of grandiose and comedic proportions. I cried as I was writing a scene that, when it happens will bring a tear to your eye too. This is deep and powerful for me, maybe it’s still therapy, whatever it is it is exciting, involving and full on.


We get a chance to change the world by being here, to make an impact. And raising a smile and doing our jobs are doing that. But my journey has been one of trying to find that job, that role, that place so I’ve found it a little more complicated than perhaps you have?

What is coming now seems to be flowing after years of gestation… A birthing, 45,000 words in the last three weeks

I aim to give something positive and I suspect that in doing so there will be a stirring of souls. That’s the goal.

So this is part cryptic and part straightforward as the characters I write of are themselves.

If you see me at 35,000 feet over the Atlantic writing over the next week on my way to or from England know that EPIC is on its way.

It’s time for the rubber to hit the road, before the road runs out.

Have a great day, as they say here in Canada.



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